I saspect my brother is having his heartbreak now!Aku ni dah boleh jadi CSI cinta gitu.Well,he cant stop smoking & he cant sleep well as usual.As his sister I know every small changes in him.If is it true,please be strong my dear brother.Lelaki kena kuat,apa la lemah-lemah tak JANTAN langsung lah.Kemon! Haha.I know what actually he feels about.Heartbreak is really really really hurt.I had face it before adalah satu dua kali hahahaha.So my experience having a heartbreak lah kan I'm a type of girl yang jarang sekali menangis.Boleh kira haa setahun berapa kali.I dont cry for a simple things like ugh just waste my mineral salts in my eyedrops.Haha.Sampai kakak selalu cakap "eh kau ni takde perasaan ke hape?" Haha.I'm not ciweks girl *claps hand* but once I cry,I just cant find way to stop it.Itulah keburukannya.Once,pernah la dulu.I just waste my 3 days 3 nights menangis je kerja,I cant sleep menangis je la.The reason why I hate being sad is pap otomatik I will lose my appetite.Bila sedih makan sikit terus nak muntah.So thats y I hate beingggggggg so pathetic! Hm.Hahaha.That's me.
Tempat paling ideal nak nangis.Tandas.Rendam muka kat baldi so tak boleh bernafas haha the fast way to stop crying.You should try it girls.Effective ways ever!Thats me! Hahahaha kalau korang rasa sedih nangis je puas puas lepastu okay la jgn simpan simpan boleh kena heart attack tau jhahahaha.
Pernah tak awak sayang someone sampai awak lupa tentang kebahgiaan awak sendiri?
Ya,thats the thing I always do.Sayang someone sampai aku lupa tentang diri sendiri.You know what,before I meet H I fall in love so deeply with one guy that I never think to be in love with.Sometimes,I always ask myself in the mirror why I can fall too hard w him? But the fact is I'm nothing for him,I'm just "his girl when he alone but in real life he loved another girl".Bila dah sayang bila dah cinta,I will do anything just to see he happy so I make decision to leave,with/without me its still de same".Allah saja nak test tu..He's my real heartbreak in fact.Hahahaha so pathetic & tragic love story right?Boleh buat novel ala ala Adam hawa tu.Hahaha. Nvm its okay everything happen for a reason! "Bila dua jiwa dah bersatu,susah untuk dileraikan"-istanbul aku datang.Btw,Beto is so pretty kind & romantic guy,so I want a husband like him hahahaha joke btw why must tomok? Hahahaha. kay back to basic. I just wish my past is happy with whoever he's with.Thanks for the lessons & memories.
Actually heartbreak ni selalunya memotivasikan diri kita. Pernah tak kita fikir "How Allah feels when we are so far away from Him?" Maybe how much we feel when we re in heartbreak is the same as Allah feel. Itulah semua yang berlaku ada sebab dan mungkin ada pelangi disebalik semua itu.So I feel so geli tau bila ada orang putus cinta sampai nak meroyan haih kelar leher kelar tangan terjun bangun.What the .......agaknya perempuan/lelaki tinggal satu je kot itupun sudah dirampas.Waduh sedih. So believe that we still have Allah s.w.t. Dialah yang bagi kita rasa untuk sayangkan seseorang mungkin kepada dia jugak rasa cinta itu harus dikembalikan.Jangan lupa itu! Keep praying.Yang penting sekali jangan pernah putus asa dalam hidup!
So kepada para lelakiespecially my brother stop playing with girl's heart hahah I know la I'm his sista haha.Mungkin bila kita dah mula sayangkan seseorang takut takut bila kita dah serius pasangan kita pulak main main.Kan hidup ini adil? What you give,you will get back.Kepada perempuan pulak,keep moving forward Allah take the one's we loved mungkin terbaik dimata kita tapi bukan terbaik dimata Allah.He has better plan for us. Percayalah & dont forget this!
"Bagilah hati kamu sepenuhnya kepada lelaki/perempuan yang bergelar suami/isteri"
Put your smile everybody,you deserved it! Nak happy nak sedih nak pathetic semua tu depends pada diri kita.So be happy!
Mari kita layan lagu ini.Hahahaha this is one of my fevret song.Semua orang pun suka, this song pernah jadi fenomena dulu.Isnt it? So popular 4 5 years before!
Bye salam,
Xoxo
